Somethings will always remain

Look at these pure white roses, so flawlessly white and clean,with each petals attached strongly to one another, but if looked closely, perhaps pick them, those thorns they have, piercing through your skin into the flesh of your fingers, so deep as you exert more pressure, trying to get hold of them. And yes, this is what love is. Love is pure, clean, flawless; yet painful as you fall deeper and hurts more when trying to get hold of it. I am sure some say the pain is worth it, I could not agree more, but if it was all one sided, or with hypocrites, man who doesn't walk his talk, and man who could only speak aloud and toyed feelings, I felt terrible, like a dagger push right into the left side of my chest, gets deeper with every word.All I see is the later scenario that is dominating, where is the love?

What happened to the person I once knew, we once knew? We once love? Their changes of heart may have send us to deep misery like living hell each day, but they are still good people and the other changes might be positive.Without them we won't know how strong we actually are.However at this moment, I have no intention to know if his changes were of good or bad,all I want is to make myself believe that I do not know him, and he is just another stranger sharing the same air as I breath, nothing more but a common man on earth. People might see this as mean, childish and perhaps not having the bigger heart to forgive, I have my rights to feel what I am feeling and every reasons to feel so.I have forgiven but forget is always hard, when sweet memories become memories of sorrow and deep love becomes a big disappointment. It is impossible to forget how he made me feel.I do not seek for peoples permission to ignore such man on earth, but do not judge me based on my actions.

You may think that I am still holding on to the past, you may think I have not move on. Let me tell you, I have move on and let go, even if I felt something in my heart when I saw his face, I talked about him and what he had done to me, I still said he is a good man, I have image of him at places we have been together and I may have gotten sentimental for a few seconds because of him ;I HAVE MOVED ON. There are somethings I don't like, but I have to live with them, so I will treasure them.As how I treasure the memories with him and put them and him behind me as my past and take it boldly as an enriching life experience. 

"Sophocles, the poet, was once asked, “How do you feel about love, Sophocles? Are you still capable of it?” to which he replied, “Hush! if you please: to my great delight I have escaped from it, and feel as if I had escaped from a frantic and savage master.”

Indeed, I will echo the words of Sophocles, one fine day." ( credits to wengkiandthe brain)

LETTING GO TAKES LOVE

To let go does not mean to stop caring,
it means I can't do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off,
it's the realization I can't control another.
To let go is not to enable,
but allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness,
which means the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try to change or blame another
it's to make the most of myself.
To let go is not to care for, but to care about.
To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To let go is not to be protective,
it's to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny, but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold or argue,
but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,
but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.
To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody,
but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past, but to grow and live for the future.
To let go is to fear less and love more.

Remember: The time to love is short

- author unknown (credits: leloveimage)

-M-

let's celebrate life

In search of you?not really, not yet

Picture from tumbir

Was reading some random blogs but found this rather interesting and true to some point except I am not searching..=)

I am on the pursuit of happiness

picture from http://theflightout.tumblr.com/

"You’re going to come across people in your life who will say all the right words at all the right times but in the end, its always their actions you should judge them by. It’s actions, not words, that matter."

Nicholas Sparks

Keep Moving Foward

-M-

Remember this: a person who has good thoughts can’t ever be ugly. You can have a wonky nose, double chin, crooked teeth and some fat, but if you have good thoughts, they will shine out of you like sunbeams and you will always, always look beautiful.- Roald Dahl, The Twits

Love Cycle

I don't like this cycle.
But this is all we've got.
To still have hope, isn't it?

-M-