first day

Alright, it is getting really hard no to think about him....but i didnt text him or leave a msg in is facebook. well as starters, I was defeated by my own temptations and left a message for him, an offine message in MSN.Not that he will see it anyway, as i have thought, or maybe he did it again, block me....well, reminder to myself, i am still a friend to him, but like he and the rest said, I am not there doesn't mean i am less of a friend to him...what more, he still has my heart...so i pray hard to be able to transform myself back to the independent girl once more, having commitment issues was not a big deal anymore, just be myself, perhaps come back a little stronger..

" I need to know what i want to decide my journey alone"