Sometimes

Sometimes I am so full of myself that I have forgotten the needs and presence of others.
But sometimes I am not myself and pretend to be someone else.
Sometimes I am so mad at someone  that I even dreamt of scolding that person 2 nights in a row.
Sometimes I get so caught up in dreamland that I stop myself from waking up to reality.
Sometimes I wonder why that someone kept appearing in my dreams and all I felt was annoyance and anger towards him.
Sometimes I wonder why people act the way they do.
Sometimes I wonder why I am so annoyed by "that girl".
Sometimes I expect too much.
Sometimes I feel like I am invisible which is kind of sad.
Sometimes I question the things I do and my choices.
Sometimes I wonder should I be like someone else, or what if I am someone else, would I do that?
Sometimes, just sometimes I wish I would stop wondering and ask What if so that I would make life less complicated!

Brain, Please not make life as complicated as the board......