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I celebrated my 22nd birthday on 30 Dec 2009 with my coursemates. It was a pleasant surprised and indeed a wonderful way of ending 2009. Who would have thought that I will be celebrating my birthday twice in a year, in a very different situation and context and yet just as happy. It was then I realised that they, my coursemates and other course's friends had always been there for me to cheer me up and make me smile even at the saddest time. Not all of them were there for me but I had to agree that the celebration on 30 Dec 2009 was indeed a very important one for me to reinforce and replenish my broken hopes and turn horrible 2009 to have a prefect happy ending. Since the broke up with my dearest, days had been indeed really had to pass without a thought of him. It would have been tougher if I had to keep it all in me and walk alone. But there were those who constantly made me happy but just listening to be and trying to help me rationalize things and let me cry if I have too, unfortunately to most of them, they have yet to see me cry.Second half of 2009 was indeed another extreme end of a bell curve of emotions in comparison to the beginning of 2009 where I laughed and talked about hopes then.This is what life is and what life had to offer on the year 2009. I am proud to say that I have live life without regrets and the sourness and bitterness that life experiences bring along, I am glad that I have the opportunity to taste them, with them I am able to taste the sweetness that came along, brought by all my friends. Because of this bitterness and pain that I have to face, I dare say good things have come my way as I foster better relationships with my friends, coursemates and found some closers once. The saying "everything happens for a good reason" indeed is proven true in this context. They who have made my year end a super happy ending for me have no idea what it means to me to have ended it in such a way, it turns the saying every dark cloud has a silver lining and there is light at the end of a tunnel into reality for me. I am deeply touched by their actions throughout the half of 2009.A big thank you for those who has been there for me all this while. I love them all.

ELMO my fav, my birthday present

" Cheers to a good end of 2009 despite the rough middle of 2009 =) "